This post is meant for someone out there. You know who you are. I want to tell you this; you are such a pathetic loser. Yes, you are. Who on Earth would want to hurt the feeling of the person he really so called “love”? Obviously, it is none other than you. I do not know why you do things you are doing right now but one thing I know for sure, you are stupid enough to do things without even thinking about the consequences and the repercussions. You once made me love you and congratulations, today you really make me hate you. Ohh, one more thing. Go and seek help from a love guru or find another girl instead. I am so happy now without you.

Baby, am I glad to have you. I am the happiest person on Earth to have you, baby. Your voice makes me forget all my pain and problems. You never make me angry. Instead, you make me smile and laugh. I could not imagine what it is going to be like in this life without you, baby. You are everything to me. I want you to know that I always trust you and I want you to trust me too. Even though I am in a mixed school, I will not busted you and leave you for another guy, baby. Nothing else is more painful to me than to see you sad and I do not wish to see that. I love you all my heart and nobody could change my feeling towards you. You are the most special guy in my life and nobody could change the fact. Baby, I know that I tell you this all the time but I feel that I can never say it enough. I love you, baby!

Hey. Sorry for not updating. First week of school re-open. Schedules are rather packed. So yah, I have no time to update.

AYG was awesome shit! Chosen student and CCA counselors went to Swissotel @ Stamford on Wednesday. Firstly, there were many hotties from different countries in Asia came to the hotel. Shit me man. I could not believe that we actually got to meet hot athletes up close and personal. Even talk and wave to them. I felt like I was in heaven and it felt good. Hahaha. Secondly, we hugged Frasia! No big deal, huh? Fyi, the guy who wears the lion mascot is Mitchell Frederick Golkoff. Hehh, another hotty from TP. But no matter what, I still love my one and only ♥.

Alright, do not get excited upon seeing this picture. I know he is. Gay, I mean. He kisses guys and wears eyeliner and stuff. You know what? I don’t give a damn. I mean, who cares whether he is a gay or not if you really like him. He is fucking talented, you know. At least I am honest enough to like his music but not his appearance. I am not insulting Kris Allen’s fans. Take a chill pill. Both of them are good but I am just fucking pissed off when people tease Adam Lambert for being a gay. Whatever :P

This is probably one of the greatest bands in the universe besides the Red Hot Chili Peppers, of cos! I could not find a word to describe them. Well, let just put it this way. They are absurdly SUPERB! Take my word for it, seriously. Their new album is coming out on September; same month as my birthday. I suggest you run to your calendar right now and circle date 13 September and write “MUST buy Muse album for Syafiqah!” and highlight/paste a sticker with the word “important” if there is a need to. Hahaha papaya!

Wednesday & Thursday

I went to Home Team Academy(HTA) to attend Police Knowledge and Home-front security courses and met many NPAP friends there mostly from Pasir Ris, Tampines, Ngee Ann and East Spring Secondary School. The courses in Harmony Hall are the best and the food are rather appetizing too (Free mah! Kan Fadhli?) I hate the part when we had to sit for tests. I think I am going to do very badly. Want to know why? I copied Aisyah’s answer. Nyahaha. I miss the courses even though it was hours of lectures. At least some insane people entertained me :D My Thursday does not get any better than chatting with the 2 most crazy, fun, insane, cool, awesome, and annoying best friends, Aisyah and Izzat and I love them a lot for being my most happening friends.

Saturday

I had a fun time with my family and cousins at Wild Wild Wet, E!hub, Escape Theme Park and chalet. I really need that enjoyable time to ease my tension after working so hard in the first semester (Yeah, right!). Very hard indeed, until I fail my English huh? Alright, I would not elaborate more on what happened.

Monday

As the rest and I promise to get gold unit this year, we are preparing for the CCA fair early this year. So, we went to school to discuss about the position and all. We ended up playing with the riffles and the guys played basketball (basket tol). Due to boredom, we went to Ayu’s house and watched movie.

Okay, let’s get to serious business here. My parents have decided that we are moving to Hougang, believe it or not. Yeah, it is so unexpected and I believe you just said “Aaah”. Well, all I have to say is “Taikkk!” Hahaha.

After a day of having fun, we were stressed out with our results that were given to us on Friday. I got back my Mother Tongue, Geography, Social Studies and Chemistry papers. I passed all the subjects mentioned above except for Chemistry, of cos. I knew I would fail my Chemistry with flying colors. Science is just not my cup of tea. I do not actually find there is a need to study Science. It is not that I want to be a doctor, scientist or what when I grow up, you see. I could not imagine myself doing experiments, blood sampling or whatsoever that has got to do with organs. I would puke my organs out, instead.

I spent my boring weekend on bed, sleeping and reading book on mediators when I was awake. It would not have been boring if I were to go out and have some fun but I was too tired to get off my bed after spending the whole week coming back home late, doing what I usually do which is to hand around with those people. I mean Ayu, Aisyah, Wani, Zulfiqar, Zulhusni and Fadhli.

Next week is going to be a busy week for me. Playing rock band with those regular people, catch movies with them, 0.22 revolver dry shooting for competition and what I could not wait is next Saturday, Frisbee competition that will be held in our school! It is not the whole Frisbee thing that I am excited about, if you know what I mean. People from other schools are coming. Heh :D